thinking
deciding this is funny 🤏, enough that if I gave it a spin towards funny story I could probably land it, wondering if cerebral guerella erotica has an ethical problem of consent, cz my mind will write whatever it wants unless I shoot it, and at least one of the coworker plotlines could be funnier if there was an unexpected upbeat in their breaking apart
and in the end tho I really hate a looot of this, if you never really break then you're boring (to me)
but I didn't know it can actually kill ya, which is killin me anymore (no fun )
I instinctively go down the list, rank them by SEEMSfine (virgo, will hold on cz they cant help it) to reallynotfine, then imagine flipped outcomes for the craziest ones (🕯), and my repertoire of cheering people up is: bossing them into better health and monetary choices (lol everyone loves that), feeding them, being furious on their behalf (nobody loves that incl me), fucking/holding them, telling them dark jokes. and making them cry, of course.
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if you had those tools to choose from, which would you pick? see what I mean? I can't imagine darkly funny porn for everyone in my head to cheer them up (I don't have their consent) and in real life only cry also 😭 🤣
see how that's almost funny 🤏
add the mother and the ex's ass thing, and you're getting there. my mind on its own just does this, writes and writes until it kinda breaks into a "she" who is funnier, ever more darkly funny than I am, until I am
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| "plop" |
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| directly under me |
