I feel stuck. 

kaysey chambers - lose yourself (eminem)

location undisclosed 

I put in a solid offer over asking, in cash, not making the same mistakes I did in Minerva. And/yet I got dicked around -  backed into a corner of a bidding war = very clear very quickly what I really could do (who rely on) and not (who not).  Unsurprising, on all counts. But it's useful to flush all the truths out from time to time, like bleeding air from your radiators. Eh?

I'll know Wednesday if I won the war, and meanwhile I figured out how to manage the battles again by my own.

zach ft regina - something in the orange tells me we aren't done

zach brvan - letting someone [you] go

Before ⬆️ After ⬇️

 

Some things never change. For instance, me. #rocketupmyass as soon as the weather breaks.

Ears, tho, is changing. Gonna quit academia, apprenticing himself to tradesmen, wants to learn to remodel / carpentry. Spending his free time rebuilding things to teach himself...

I tell him: you must get fussy about organizing your tools. That's a Rule.

 

his favorite

zack bryan - the good I'll do (high rec)

My mother is sick. Nerve wracking af. 

And my daughter, lord Jesus give me patience. 🤦‍♀️ 

You'd think this whole getting engaged thing would cheer me up but it just annoys the fuck out of me. How the hell is "oh but now we are in it together" from a man 1000 miles away supposed to make me happier about a fucking thing? And if he were here, I'm quite certain I'd have one more thing just driving me fucking crazy, even worse. I mean as if his existence in itself somehow magically gives me less to worry about or deal with!? Who thinks like that?!?! Someone who has had a rom com lobotomy? 🤨 Reminds me of that moronic "bride" baseball hat Low Cunning gave me. Gaslighting me 🤨

pray for mom / she's the only reason I haven't punched y'all in the face #myempathyguru

thiev corp - state of the union

 alabama shakes - alright

retro sink birdbath (ish)

jason isbell & the 400 unit - the last of my kind