Monday, April 30, 2018

Sunday, April 29, 2018

if this had a translation maybe more men would have more of it #generouslovers

Tuesday, April 24, 2018

during

 

Saturday, April 14, 2018

"I looked into his good face. Not good because it was handsome, but because it was itself, like fine metal, tempered and beaten for strength.... I had no right to claim him, I knew it. But in a solitary life, there are rare moments when another soul dips near yours, as stars once a year brush the earth. Such a constellation was he to me...~Circe, Madeline Miller


Til The Love Runs Out

Friday, April 13, 2018

"breathe"
VIRGO Feelings may be generally mutual, but they are not specifically the same. It will take time to understand how another person thinks of you, though you'll never understand it fully.

It would help if people knew what they felt and said as much. But they do not, either one, generally speaking, about anything.

Bonus: breathing thru your genitals

 Cooler than through your ears by far. When crabby, you could think at your junk, "BREATHE!" (Turtles are my totem animals.)

Monday, April 09, 2018

I am as tired as I look
Hotel beds feel like plywood wrapped in scratchy sheets. Between house(s) buying/selling/repairing and college traveling, I am so exhausted that I am not even sure for where/what/whom I feel homesick. All I want to is rest. A thought pops into my heart: I want to curl in the palm of King Kong and sleep cradled there. I can't remember why that seems familiar, like a I had wish in a dream before.

Saturday, April 07, 2018

PHRASING-_-
The 1975 - Somebody Else

My boss kicked it to downstate but I knew that was coming (unlike the rest of the crazy my job is atm). I told him I am spending my sabbatical on his couch, then I drank beer for hours with his wife plotting how to spend his big raise - not on fake tits, she says, cz she already got those last year (we all look down at this news at them then at our own 😕).  I really need just a toilet that flushes and isn't literally 90 years old and a kitchen light fixture. Basic basic shit. Like, can I get a few days of sanity and a handy man? How is that too much to ask of this world???




Friday, April 06, 2018

VIRGO If you set out on the journey ill-prepared and unsure, you'll be beginning the way most beginners do. This is the magic (and fun!) of being a beginner — inadequate means and imperfect odds of success.

It is official, I own two houses as of about 6 hours ago. I am not a beginner at houses but I have never had 'holdings' before. And along the way, my work life blew up totally. I am swamped, exhausted, embattled (when did being a teacher become a conflict frontline job? god damn holee chit).

To sooth my troubled mind, I renovate plan. I would woodwork if I could. Since I can't, I call craigslist work ads looking for gems. That makes me a general contractor right? In a skirt with a smile(ish).

Thursday, April 05, 2018

Everyone around me has lost their god damn mind.

Wednesday, April 04, 2018

How sexy is it possible for you to be?  I'm referring to authentic soul-stirring sexiness, not the contrived, glitzy, counterfeit version. I'm alluding to the irresistible magnetism that wells up in you when you tap in to your core self and summon a reverent devotion to your life's mission. However sexy it is possible for you to be, Virgo, I suggest you unleash that magic in the coming weeks. It's the most reliable strategy for attracting the spiritual experiences and material resources and psychological support you need. 



Tuesday, April 03, 2018

VIRGO You've taken the time explore, understand and accept yourself, so now you get to have a lot of fun with the result. You'll enjoy your own company, as well you should. You're a delight.

 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Monday, April 02, 2018

VIRGO As for the person who finds it hard to give a compliment, you might find this fact rather suspicious. Rightly so. It shouldn't be so difficult to prop up those around you, unless you are harboring emotional disabilities.

Imagine Dragons - Polaroid