Monday, November 30, 2009

"Little Bird," Eels
Feel your own feelings out there y'all, this channeling business is pooping me out.

Saturday, November 28, 2009


I'm still sick, and outraged. Holding my breath so as not to cough, I practiced anyway and did a picture perfect toe stand, hip off the heel, all of me suspended in livid midair traction. Relatedly, I believe button earrings are the sign of an inner livid. More here.

On the upside, Milk-n-cookies gave me cabbage rolls left-over (which I am currently burping up) = I'm becoming a local. O yeah.

al green - get back

Thursday, November 26, 2009

'"happy thanksgiving"

[in the meantime, however . . . .]
[roar]

Led Zepplin - Whole Lotta Love



Make me Stronger - Bei Bei & Shawn Lee feat. Georgia Anne Muldrow (Floating points remix)
bonus: Slim Whitman “Indian Love Call” (Nelson Eddy)

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Friday, November 20, 2009

Tuesday, November 17, 2009


ouch

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Friday, November 13, 2009


WEEKEND LOVE FORECAST: ARIES: Note that whatever style a person uses when relating to you he or she will likely also use when relating to others. TAURUS: Pursue your interests, even when the one you like doesn't share them. GEMINI: You'll be magnificently attractive when you highlight your so-called "flaw." CANCER: You deserve to be around people who "get" you. Seek them. LEO: A relationship will feel like young love, no matter what your age is. VIRGO: Don't shy away from a potential partner just because this person has had a bad marriage or a hard time with relationships. You'll look terrific by comparison. LIBRA: Give a massage or get one -- or both. The exchange will be healing. SCORPIO: It's time to talk money, and you'll have just the right words. SAGITTARIUS: You'll benefit from making someone dear to you more of a priority in your life. CAPRICORN: You'll want to spend time with the person who makes you laugh. All others are pale contenders. AQUARIUS: Be who you want to be, not who someone else wants you to be. PISCES: The one who keeps asking for your opinion and insight has a crush on you.

David Wilcox, The Kid

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

on a nirvana kick btw
about a girl but do u have a clue la la laalove this
bonus tracks: Calvin Harris ft. Nirvana – I’m Not Alone / Smells Like Teen Spirit (Mighty Mike Mashup)
laura love - come as you are gets better as it goes (she's got a gun)
Orba Square - All Apologies the 'ashes of our enemies' part kinda works sesame street jingle style
ben gibbard - all apologies (live piano version)

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

still pacing the length of myselps >:/
listening to, mellowing out: The Truth - Truth Theme (rt clk to save etc)

"Everything that emancipates the spirit without giving us control over ourselves is harmful," said Goethe. Luckily, Virgo, you're in the midst of a process that may emancipate your spirit and give you more control over yourself. Here are two ways you could cash in on this potential: 1. Brainstorm about a big dream even as you attend to the gritty details of making the dream a reality. 2. Expand your imagination about your tricky situation even as you burn away the illusions you have about your tricky situation.


There’s this guy at work who is dying slowly of cancer of the everything. He’s leaving at the end of the semester and meanwhile when he’s feeling up to it, we get together for morning coffee couple times a week. I’m the unactualized love of his life, he says, a fact that seems to him both increasingly pressing and increasingly beside the point now that his life is in retrospect mode. I dunno why, but it put me in a foul mood all day yesterday until the mood itself wore me utterly out exhausted . . . I've got an 8 hour yoga class then a PTA night ahead of me today, and already I can feel that something - sorry for myself? mad at mortality? annoyed with humans? short-tempered with sentiments? I really don't know - wearing on my nerves, and I'm not even outa bed yet >:(
No song >:(

Sunday, November 08, 2009

so many pet blindness hazards - who knew?

"Dogs and cats and all sorts of pets can be injured. Also cats can be blind if eating the wrong thing. That is why many pet owners are grieving the loss of their pets. Also when a pet gets injured it could take a lot of money. And disabilities cannot be fixed.

When you have dinner always push you’re chairs in or you’re pet will eat you’re dinner by using the chair for a boost. Never feed you’re pet chocolate or it might die. Do not by accident feed you’re cat dog food or you’re cat will go blind. Also make sure you’re pets collar is not loose or tight. Also at 75 degrees you’re puppy might get heatstroke. Also make sure they have their shots. Also you can get chips so when their stolen they can be found.

In conclusion a lot of people bark up the wrong tree for bad medication and caring. Sometimes leaving a piece of chocolate on the counter can kill your cat. So there are a lot of things that can hurt your pet. But there are a lot of things that can protect them. So bark up the right tree!"

(gigglegiggle - TJ is fast becoming my favorite writer)

Saturday, November 07, 2009

this is good the element of need is being removed, and without that factor of implicit coersion, well, the man himself not his earning power is what counts (or doesn't add up). long run, won't that give 'romantic partnership' between men and women some integrity finally? women free to choose and men free to be.

(sigh. meanwhile, back to work . . .)

Odetta: No Expectations (Rolling Stones)

Friday, November 06, 2009


WEEKEND LOVE FORECAST: ARIES: You have the confidence to be yourself -- and that's so attractive. TAURUS: Optimism shows in your walk, your talk and your smile. Equally upbeat people will take notice. GEMINI: You're becoming more interesting to someone you see nearly every day. CANCER: Give a loved one a break and just be straightforward. Say what you're thinking. LEO: Someone you love has been hurt in the past. You'll be healing those wounds. Be patient. VIRGO: Travel invigorates your "chi." You don't have to go far, but do go someplace you've never been. LIBRA: Act on your brilliant and romantic ideas. SCORPIO: You'll take charge of your romantic destiny, writing down exactly what you hope will happen. SAGITTARIUS: More than just a pretty face, you have depth, too. Someone notices and loves you for it. CAPRICORN: Your genuine concern for others will inspire more people to chip in and help. An admirer may be among them. AQUARIUS: You are wielding some magical energy. Those who believe in magic will come calling. PISCES: Only do what you're supposed to do if it also happens to be fun and inspiring to you. When you're in good spirits, you attract love.

(not far but someplace she'd never been, technically speaking)

Thursday, November 05, 2009

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

I've left not one hour unassigned to an obligation in my entire life until further notice.

(fleeting presleep reading: this is kinda cool)

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

not better to be safe than sorry . . .



"Take on Me (A-HA cover)," A.C. Newman

Started the new teacher training today, which will be more strenuous and time consuming than I realized. I’m glad I’m doing it and hope I can keep up - it’s going to kick my ass. But. I need something to kick my mind loose of its current groove, is the thing. Everything is a level of perfect that might not be representative of reality and I've got a sinking feeling I'm on thin ice . . . . So anyway, we go pose by pose and perfect them to a teacher-degree of mastery, and now I really realize what it means when they say shit like “two feet in one line from the side”: if you pull your leg up over your head, you can see it in the mirror in front of you and it lines up with the foot on the floor, but sideways where you can’t see it there also has to be two feet in one line and THAT is how the standing splits happens. (Zephi the teacher trainer today, with whom I was supposed to go to Costa Rica, married Mark in September and is several weeks pregnant [double indemnity] so I can hardly complain when she who is trying not to panic or to barf puts my foot where it belongs and the sensation makes a Brazilian wax look like a cakewalk [YAUP!].) Welp, that leaves less room for other thoughts . . .

So guarded is the teacher‘s ‘dialog’ and even more guarded their copyright-threatening modification to it, that I have to look at it only while I’m there. As if I don’t know it in my bones, as if I couldn’t at any moment close my eyes and recite ‘first is pranayama breathing good for your heart and respiratory system feet together toes and heels touching strong legs lock your legs strong foundation interlock your fingers under your chin always touching throughout the posture never lose the contact with your fingers and your chin empty your lungs focus your intentions and begin arms up six seconds through the throat the nose is just a passage way arms up by your ears someday your arms will touch your ears slow it down warming up the body . . . . .’