often we talk about how this is gonna go between the two of us and how we're gonna manage it as I fade out and she/he/they are "upgraded" - obviously I need the paycheck but beyond that is everything - EV ER Y TH ING that matters. there's barely school, and people routinely die in ER's where people are poorest and schools are closed. I could say I could prove it, but that would be ABSURD, it's been proven a million times over and no one cares. Except for these young whelps, who are about to go into the system, all bright eyed and careytailed. and I need Tarot-B to care for those caregivers. Because 1 I'm not gonna be there and 2 I only care about the one anymore

I'm not sure I think these things conclusively yet when I write them, that's the whole point of having some Being to whom you can write/speak (pray sorta) and not be sure of it yet and that's why you're writing. And I've always believed in the butterfly effect. Ultimately you touch one healthcare student, and you have no idea, what ripples and ripples beyond you ( so try not to suck ) ( unless you're really good at it )