Queen of Hearts

Another couple loads of laundry (freshen towels), new shower curtain needed (gross!, arriving tomorrow), and a restocking (ketchup, water, whatnot) - and it's ready for life (use) again. We all landed and in 5 hours turned it around, mowing wiring cleaning all the rest of it. 

I am noticing in a way which feels more authentic than less, I am breaking/broken into multiples. I am not compartmentalizing at all. I am thinking about it, feeling about it, doing it, writing about it, figuring shit out - all at once. Theory: a paradigm shift requires this, holding impossible things as equally possible and equally important and equally complex, all at once.