"She was thinking, maybe she was only a half-broken horse, too frightened to bolt, too lame to dare, but still able to remember the sweet taste of, and therefore to yearn for, freedom."  10 Minutes 38 Seconds

I need to find/hire a plumber or there won't be a cottage this year = a chore = only I will do it / get it done. how I feel does not matter at all to that fact.

that's it.

my aspiration today is to stay on my feet.

that's it.

if I can stay on my feet, I'll do the double yoga later, then ride those endorphines til tomorrow.

that's it.

rocky mountain low - corey kent koe wetzel 

a fiery death by passionate encounter with hot balloonist is still my best "funny death" option. Glo has pledged allegiance to my funny deaths crusade and started writing a book of them. her next is her own, "death by math homework", but I haven't seen it yet. she's working on multiple chapters (of course she is). can't wait, it's gonna be my Living Ancestors Day present (Mothers Day, rebranded).
that book of death is first/only thing anyone has done to honor my trodden inner life. note: I died with my boots on.