I feel overburdened and overly full of myself by turns, overtired and in need of a solid spanking by turns. "What are you doing?" I ignore it. I do a lot of ignoring. "You need a good spanking, ya know that?" Yes.

Kids growing up and away, freeing and berefting me.

At least two different ways at all times I feel about almost everything. Like this blog. On off on off, private semiprivate, over it. Then not over it some more.

I am going to WI. Talk about feeling at least two ways. Hate love and everything between about that place.

I had to take it for a work retreat this week - I think these are bullshit. And yet, INFJ-A = how could I NOT feel odd perpetually?