early morning at my cottage

 george birge - mind on you

big spoon

"I don't want my life to be distractions from death and then death." Praying with Jane Eyre, Vanessa Zolton

 

autumn equinox retreat
@ silo city

thinkin bout me - morgan wallen

wisdom teeth day #nightmare

#furnurses

 My nerves are shot.

first aid kit - silver lining

We get it, Virgo. Sometimes, it lasts in love. Sometimes, it leaves scars in the most unimaginable places. The important thing to remember at this point is that things are happening for, and not to you. Your higher self is holding space for you to cleanse and purge so you can create space for the new. It’s to elevate, wild one! It’s time to visualise the best possible scenario and trust the Universe to meet you there. 

Uh huh. Welp, I'm installing a whole house back-up battery w the dregs of cash I have left cz "the universe" is full of catastrophe and although I do not believe that individuals can keep only themselves safe (you can't breathe only your own air, cough cough chernobyl), to the small extent possible, that's what I aim to do. Which is stupid. I mean, I still have no idea how to load the gun 🙄. And have only ancient bullets left behind by The Catastrophe 🙄. And what will a few days of power amount to in the face of the end of the world? Whoever had a generac in Maui wasted their money 🙄. Not that that mattered either 🙄. And yet.

I have scars in unimaginable places, which I soothe by hoarding dog food.

my study 

I am not hating an empty nest. 

in my feelings - lana del ray

she's a honey

my new broom, Earline

I remember this place 😒

Nebraska offered to make half the monthly payment, figuring that will land him a wedding. Noooooope! I ain't falling for that shit again lol, maybe when all the payments have been actually made 🤔🤨. But I was just about to break up with him out of general misery re my whole laborious life that I increasingly do not want to hold together as-is. And now I'm not going to do that because maybe this jeep is a sign that things will start to turn around now, miserable lifewise. I'll jump in that baby and drive out to wild places with my dogs, feeling sexy af, see if that improves my mooood ...

jain - makeba

 your heart or mine - john pardi

For a few glorious minutes, there was WOP in the sky right above my house.