If the universe didn't want me to be a crabby cunt, it shouldn't put that puck in front of the net. Every. Day.

You never worship.

 I wish i could do this to everybody, pretty much

 (snort)

 I fucking love my kids. They're incredible people. 

I took him/her to the spca wildlife experts and they "humanely euthanized" my Crow, surrounded by strangers, I was not allowed to hold a wing or toe, bc Covid, after I promised help would come. I *promised*. But I failed. Calling 911 never = help. Ever. I know that but it's hard to accept. It's just what people do, call 911, as if miracles and not low wage understandably alcoholic humans are picking up that phone. I don't want to die that way. I should have kept Crow here in my garden and delt with it. I just thought, wished, as we all do, that medicine could convey a miracle. But it does not. Cannot. It cannot. And folks should die at home. 

 He can't fly. I've always wanted a raven of course but ... 🤔

the stranglers - lines 

herbie hancock - (no)mercy street