When I am not working or childcaring relatively content, my time is spent dreaming of escapes. Looking at van and bus conversions I could skadaddle in anytime, everything I need on my back like a turtle. Smaller houses and mortgage repayment tables, dreaming of getting off the credit grid entirely. Physical manifestations of feeling as little as I owe and vice versa.
The man cravings come and go like strong bouts of hiccup. And then I go back to studying existential escape routes.
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| watching 'The Last Man On Earth" (seriously lol) |
