chris stapleton - starting over

morgan something - 7 summers

Regina Spektor doing the poem thing like Flav: The New Colossus Host Elisa New joins singer-songwriter Regina Spektor 

I don't fully understand anything. Least of all how I ended up here.

flava flave ❤

 public enemy - fight the power

"Archaic Torso of Apollo"

 We cannot know his legendary head

with eyes like ripening fruit. And yet his torso
is still suffused with brilliance from inside,
like a lamp, in which his gaze, now turned to low,

gleams in all its power. Otherwise
the curved breast could not dazzle you so, nor could
a smile run through the placid hips and thighs
to that dark center where procreation flared.

Otherwise this stone would seem defaced
beneath the translucent cascade of the shoulders
and would not glisten like a wild beast's fur:

would not, from all the borders of itself,
burst like a star: for here there is no place
that does not see you. You must change your life.

Rilke

carole king - I feel the earth move 

I sure did feel it. 

mt joy - dirty love

mad world - chloe somebody (high rec, lovely)  It is.

 Could have lost Ears, who was in that passenger seat, but he's okay. It's unnerving how a few inches could make or take whole lives. Like we are dodging bullets always.

the farther we go - walk off the earth  that little blonde girl always nails it like a staple gun

"1=1"

When you want a happier childhood - more stable or more whimsy or less anger or less glib - you have a kid and you give them THAT childhood so that YOU can enjoy it.

They don't owe you shit. You did that all for yourself.

Every adult knows this already.

Here's my question: when you want to have had a different ADULTHOOD - more stable or more whimsy or less anger or less glib - what do you do (for whom) so you can have-enjoy that?

I'd ask my lover but he wouldn't let me even finish asking before he cut me off

With protestations of love

A cut off, same as any other kind of "shut up", in effect.

 

new chapter ft. what do you see?

Tinashe, Missy Elliott - Bouncin x The Rain (Supa Dupa Fly) | The ... Visit

I teetered just a very wee bit, entertaining in theory (while drunk) Nebraska's repeated stated intention of marrying me. I'm holding the line on a fat ring, essentially cockblocking him / tethering myself.  It doesn't turn out well, usually. 

But. I'm beginning to wonder about the shape I'm taking now

A lover has desires and that is what shape she takes, the shape of herself.

 

Reflect.

Rereading

Funny thing about keeping a readerlymusicmindful journal of sorts for nearly two decades - your favorite artists age, your favorite every category of person ages,

not a name on his ass but he's hopeful that'll be next 🙏 

they revisit their work(s) new editions, cover their own songs ... I mean, you can/could retrace your steps 🤔 think again 🤔 

aimee mann - wise up (2015 rerelease)

play me a song? 

the fray - how to save a life

Bad Boy (with Wiz Khalifa, bbno$, MAX) - Yung Bae, Wiz Khalifa, bbno$ & MAX I used Shazam to discover Bad Boy (with Wiz Khalifa, bbno$, MAX) by Yung Bae, Wiz Khalifa, bbno$ & MAX.  

"siigh"

 There Is No Emergency Service Available In Large Parts of WNY

https://wblk.com/no-emergency-service-available-wny/ has got to be killing people but also no veterinarians 🤦‍♀️

"I 💞 my mommy"

"the shovel"

"pretty deadly"

"hanging out"

freak of nature

 

 

 

forget me - lewis capaldi  

Tom Jones, The Cardigans - Burning Down The House 

p

 play me - neil

disclosure - help me lose my mind  

4 time zones 2 weeks 2 trees 2 snowstorms many animals many thoughts pandemic scrapbooking

LA is a shithole

sorley 

ellie mae

sherman

mildred

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