You don't have to think long and hard about your direction in life. You know where you're going, and this year a detailed and formally written plan will help you get there. A new alliance in September is helpful all year. Invest in equipment or real estate in November. December brings a show of affection and respect. Libra and Capricorn people adore you. Lucky numbers are: 49, 4, 28, 41 and 30.

watched grandmas boy (the funniest part is where he jacks off on a laura croft barbie doll, fyi) and russel brand stand up and went to the jazz festival twice to see Rick (piano) and then LMG a couple of times and drank quite a bit and talked of god and politics (love that),

(whiplash:) and now I'm off for the memorial service, a 1-day tour-de-buzzkill, during which I'm scheduled to see my other grandma who just got treatment for 'scabies' whatever that is and no I don't want to know, and after that we get fumigated, then we head over to the other gig by way of seeing my new nephew for nanoseconds and then home again before the dogs need to pee . . .

drunk yoga

sunrise meditations kick my ass - I come back home, fall back into bed like a brick, and dream of being in alaska with my head wrapped trying to read the sky with a man I can feel but only see if my eyes are closed (which makes the sky reading together tricky)

Swati, I’m On Fire (Springsteen)

(though you couldn't necessarily tell . . . )

No more rotten dessert, Virgo. No more silky danger or juicy poison. No more worthless treasures or empty successes or idiotic brilliance. Soon all those crazy-making experiences will be gone, blasted, dead. By this time next week, the bad influences that were trying to pass themselves off as good influences will have fallen away in response to your courageous drive for authenticity. You will be primed to restore your innocence and play in places where purity is the rule, not the exception. Already, the wisdom of your wild heart is regenerating, giving you the strength to overthrow the sour, life-hating influences that were threatening to smother your spirit.

[welp, if you can't join em beat em]

Eilen Jewell: Walkin’ Down the Line

All men want, not something to do with, but something to do, or rather something to be. Perhaps we should never procure a new suit, however ragged or dirty the old, until we have so conducted, so enterprised or sailed in some way, that we feel like new men in the old, and that to retain it would be like keeping new wine in old bottles. Our moulting season, like that of the fowls, must be a crisis in our lives. The loon retires to solitary ponds to spend it. Thus also the snake casts its slough, and the caterpillar its wormy coat, by an internal industry and expansion.

Thoreau some more and more - why did I not love this guy the first 10 times? Because I had not been alone, the bastard of myself, for 1001 nights yet.
Ben Sollee: A Change is Gonna Come (orig. Sam Cooke)

The greater part of what my neighbors call good I believe in my soul to be bad, and if I repent of anything, it is very likely to be my good behavior. What demon possessed me that I behaved so well?

Thoreau (I'm rereading Walden, loving the Snot)

listening to: Sonny Stitt, alto sax; Oscar Peterson, piano; Ray Brown, bass; Ed Thigpen, drums, "The Gypsy" man, this kicks my cushion
Wayfaring Strangers: Motherless Child (fiddles)

Phosphorescent - Too Sick To Pray

listening to: damien rice woman like a man

We know the truth when we see it, from opinion, as we know when we are awake that we are awake.

By the same fire--vital, consecrating, celestial, which burns until it shall dissolve all things into the waves and surges of an ocean of light--we see each other and know each other, and what spirit each is of.

We are all discerners of spirits.

Deal so plainly with man and woman as to constrain the utmost sincerity and destroy all hope of trifling with you. It is the highest compliment you can pay.

Ralph Waldo Emerson, “The Over-Soul”

the thunderstorms that roll in here off lake ontario are fucking wicked - all my roofs are raining, naked in the face of it all, and the booms are quaking the ground and me

It's all about greenroofing w me at the moment - check it out: http://www.buffalonews.com/185/story/756825.html Mine is the one they call the "church in Lewiston", which I find totally amusing - I mean, what did Bale say that translated to that, I wonder? Something like "gonna do yoga up there something sacred batshit space whatever" probably (lol). The pics of mine, befores and midsteps and afters, will be forthcoming soon. Meanwhile, I'm off today to pick up a Buddha that a friend has donated for it while I recommend you treat yourself to that video in the article cz the roof itself is nifty, but also the extent to which he clearly feels like a tool bc he's gotta hold that microphone is pretty hilarious.

Me’shell Ndegéocello - Better By The Pound
Claudia Russell: I Second That Emotion (The Miracles)
"Love Me (Elvis cover)," Department of Eagles
Hannah Read: A Taste of Honey (The Temptations)
Michael Jackson - The Way You Make Me Feel

I took my mother to see this. My mother. All I knew of the guy was his role as King Julien, my fave kid movie character ever.



(So I didn't anticipate at all the milli vanilli rimjob mime thing, for instance, needless to say.)

Chris Cornell: Thank You (Led Zeppelin)

peter mulvey - the fly (u2)
"He Got Game," Public Enemy ftg Stephen Stills
Clay Ross: John the Revelator

bela karoli - summertime this sounds like cellos soulfucking

I moved 3 yards of mulch today. That’s a lot. It took most of the day, until the dust of it had caked onto my sun screen and I looked like a white kid painted up for jungle warfare – ever notice how that brings out the little girl in their faux tough faces? I thought about losses, life losses and what you get out of them, and I listened to the scrape of my shovel on the asphalt repeating. I thought about how odd it is that all these sensations have cues already, like the sound of burying something (‘scrapeplopscrapeplop’). I told myself a joke or two and caught myself like Ears catches me sometimes, mumbling into thin air. I reflected on the soulmate concept, the “it” factor, which is in conversations around me a lot lately. I laughed to think that my soulmate is in Lewiston Maine right now, with a vague sensation that something’s a little off but he’d rather not think about it and he’s good at that; he’s busy curing maple syrup with solar panels made of old hub caps, he might not be between marriages right now actually, and he’ll be so late for my show that it won’t be until a future lifetime that he shows up and then we’ll meet as bullfrogs in a post-apocalypse bayou: “By. Gones. [?] Oy. Vei. O. kay. Bud. Weis. Er. [Eye. Roll.] Ha. Ha. Ha.”

"There'll Be Some Changes Made," Billie Holiday

for virgo: O ye of little faith: Do ye not understand that the events of mid-July through mid-August of 2009 are but the fruition of seeds ye planted in September, October, and November of last year? Do not thank or blame the gods, but only thyself, for the destiny that is upon ye. Now please prepare to assume thy new goodies and perks, O favored one, as well as thy new temptations and headaches, with full knowledge that ye are receiving the exact rewards and responsibilities ye earned many months ago.

bonus track: "The Corner," Allie Moss

"Empty Garden (Hey Hey Johnny)," Elton John

(emptycity garden)

Redbird: Running to Stand Still (U2)

eye contact - prove me wrong

you can fool with your brother but

for virgo: Your concentration for dicey assignments, like conquering fear and adversity, is sharp. And I bet you'll summon a lot of stamina and resourcefulness if you're pressed to solve a crucial riddle during a turning point in your own personal hero's journey. On the other hand, humdrum details have the potential to flummox you, especially if they involve tasks you're not even that interested in or committed to. The moral of the story: Banish absent-mindedness by keeping yourself focused on only the most riveting challenges.

artists in resonance - missionary man (eurythmics) - this is one in a million, a capella with nothing left wanting from the whole of what voices alone together can do, highest rec

there is another lunar eclipse tonight, in capricorn and affecting the earth signs (capricorn and me and taurus) favorably and emphatically and viscerally and in our emotional lives most of all

mood about it: meditative

so I went to the full-moon meditation and took the boys - first time I've gone to one, and didn't know what to expect, and didn't warn the boys. I just sat them down in the midst of it, the only kids, and when the yard full of adults set into chanting the name of God for 31 minutes with their palms joined, the boys locked their palms with the group and took their turns chanting (call and return, like prayer and amen). ears particularly gave himself over to it, projected the name of God better than many adults present, full little gut. Tj, though skeptical, followed our lead and did the same. we did it in the name of peace on earth, we did it the service of anyone we love, we did it to heal ourselves. fiercely proud

Tim O’Brien & Rob Ickes: Can’t Find My Way Home (Blind Faith)