Thru it all, my health tracker finger thingy says I am getting BETTER. My sleep has dreams, like a normal brain. Whatever I am doing, keep up the good work. 

still only a B, but "solid", like a star sticker on my homework

As the first of his Twelve Labors, Hercules strangled the Nemean lion, a beast with skin so impenetrable he could only skin it using its own claw. Hercules then wore the hide as armor — that classic lion-hooded look. So we enter the season of pride, when our confidence cannot be cut down except by the claw of self-criticism. Step into your own legend. Wear what you've survived.