Monday, July 28, 2025

"Healing yourself is connected with healing others", Yoko Ono

"A dream you dream alone is only a dream. A dream you dream together is reality", John Lennon 

The Yoko quote came up among shrinks. What you have to do to heal is not selfish, it is in service to others (reverse blink). When I looked it up for the original context, I found it's paired with that quote of his ubiquitously. 

"The term "hierophant" is the name of the fifth card in the Major Arcana of the Tarot deck, often depicted as a religious authority figure like a pope or priest. In the context of Tarot, the Hierophant embodies tradition, spiritual guidance, and structured learning."

The original/traditional card looks like the pope and represents teachers. To make my own set, I considered every symbol and intention of the original, then made collages that would work ON ME, that would bring to mind what the card intends but in MY language. So, when I must rely on my spirit (mind and body drained), what kind of spiritual guidance would help me? Who/what mentors me? The spirit of home, Buddha that sat by the door in Lewiston, flowers from my own garden, a mason jar not a fancy thing like what holds communion wafers, the woods not a church. And that photo of John and Yoko, "wholly giving over" (trust). 




I do too much. I wear myself out and deprive others of their ability to DO TOO. I know that. It is a strength that can be a weakness (all strong suits have a weakness). I am doing my very best to heal, stop the spiral, turn this all around. I send naked pictures, summoning time. I post songs, serenading. But HE is naked, in that photo, not her. Don't get me wrong, it makes me feel soooo much better to take a shower, smear myself with butter, pull on silk, send photos, serenade beneath the window of his phone - all that helps ALIVE. And I have no intention but to More Alive. 

🤔 But if it helps me, doing those things, would it help him to do them / send pics / his versions of seduction, whatever they are now? ALIVE-wise? That hadn't even occured to me. Until today. (And it ain't like I don't want it, duh. I'm just an idiot.)