slept again most of today, what can I say?, I don't sleep at night anymore way worse than I ever did which was never great. so I walked. I walked the mall. I walked the village. I ran almost 5 miles at the end of the day. then ate as much pasta as I could hold. it's almost 1 a.m., and now finally I think I might sleep awhile, but not bc of all that effort. sometimes, your own self just is not all you need in this life some kinda way, ya know? you need to borrow quarter, like for the meter.