This. 

I was 'a woman scorned', I could have talked him into this tat, then ghosted him. He could have done a lot of things, but he chose indelible. Rescuing each other by trust fall. Repeatedly. And the bigger the fall the more dramatic (sudden, indelible, exposed) the Rescue. Historically, I mean. I've been thinking about this because it's another cycle (repeat repeat) and we both need another Rescue now = begs the question of what this one is gonna look like 🤷🏻‍♀️

I am going to Tawista because we said I (we) would. I would not have decided to go alone, but maybe that was a shove I needed. (I honestly have no idea how this Yes/Rescue works yet.) I spend much of my time in soliude, but I have never driven to Tawista / anywhere that remote alone before and I am afraid that I will be afraid, fearangry, pissed about the pistol permit / smallfeeling. But. Whatever I feel, I will just feel it. And eat. Or starve to death once and for all - I packed no nutritional shakes, just food. 

Ok but just in case, a refresher: Go to North Creek, then take 28N off 28, head north to Minerva past the biker bar. The driveway is to the right if headed north, marked by a cairn on a boulder at the end, just before the stony pond trail marker. If you see that, you've gone to far. Phone # 518 251 4644

No one song cuts it today playlist. My everlasting lover, someone cut the brakes.

trying something new - leaving in a bar vino esque skirt boot combo 

VIRGO (Aug. 23-Sept. 22). This is the time to tweak part of your routine because the new way will stick. Daily rituals can be art. Then the joy won't just be in the outcome. It's in the grace of doing it well, again and again — the elegance in repetition.