Sunday, December 08, 2024

VIRGO (Aug. 23-Sept. 22). Do what you want, not what they want. Even if it's the same thing, intention matters. It will go right if you're doing it for yourself, and things will progress differently if you're doing it because another person prefers it.

... yup, everybody wants me healthy (ABLE bodied). The last injury from that terrible fall (that maybe we should have cared about?) gets fixed Friday, a hairline crack in a tooth that my increasingly shitty insurance won't pay for, that bothers nobody but me so of course that doesn't count, I had to come up with the $$$, and I did. A temporary crown is in there now, about which my dentist said "no biting into apples, nothing sticky, nothing too hard". Don't put anything hard in my mouth for a week, got it. At which he and the assistant giggled. "You are our funniest patient!"

If I'm really skinny and really funny, you should really worry about yourself at that point. 

healthy gut, certified cancer/ailment free top to bottom, tits included

These are whitelady witchbody problems, which I have the power to change. Most women don't have that much power. I am grateful for it. smib

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I help folks like this, teach them the sentences they need, tell the STEMs to watch out for them, get them back into community as much needed providers, which this one wants to be because an ER sent her home to watch her baby die of "a bad cold" - he smiled at her, his last gesture on this earth. EMTs answered that call, they wind up my students too. Why the hell should I care what anyone else wants me to do?

I was going to go to the weekend open houses, near a park and (even better) out on the fringe, but I must be patient. Cleaning down to it one mess at a time is how you always find what you're looking for. 

loneliness - bears den

"You are your best thing." Toni Morrison