blame it on me

A dream: I reach out and connect myself to Aaron through what I know to be a spirit bond but which looks like a Chinese finger puzzle. I take a deep breath and blow my spirit at him through it. My thought is that I will see where he and our connection are broken in this way, that my spirit will leak out the cracks so I'll be able to see them. There are none that I can see. Then I look down and see that I'm standing in a puddle, and it has all come pouring out of the cracks in ME.

(He should be reading articles on how to unbreak your betrayed heart-battered wife. http://m.wikihow.com/Rebuild-Your-Spouse's-Trust-After-an-Affair)