taking off for Boston . . Todd sent me that ferns thing so I'd be in a good mood heading out . . of course he doesn't know what associations Will Ferrell has for me. sigh. welp, Will Ferrell is funny, a symbol for all that I got out of it that I'm richer for bla bla bla. on that note, in order to enjoy Boston, I'll have to not care, to not remember, to not think about anything pastwise. I'll have to think of only the present. maybe that's how the future comes. I hope so cz there is nothing I want more than to stop looking back behind me at nothing but my own shadow.

repeat repeat love this song