Today is matriarchal. 💯 

Mom coming back, and she is the Main Attraction, but I am to where everyone returns to find her or to find whatever else they're short on in human nutrients. And that's my logic, under the paying off necssessities for life (shelter), under it all, I want those sensations. And to be freed of the trapped choked not in a good way throttled sensation that exists in its place.