VIRGO (Aug. 23-Sept. 22). Sometimes getting perspective isn't just metaphorical. Literally changing your environment, moving your body or taking a trip can help reset your mind and shift perspective. Time to travel.

Funny, I woke up thinking about this again. Not crying. I woke up at the asscrack of dawn, thinking about running downhill, like getting down the mountain after a long-slog hike up. In blinding rain. Which I have done pretty recently, like a mountain goat leaping from rock to rock sure-footed, it felt like flying. 

I have SO much left to do with this move. That last push to the summit is always beastly, but I know it's close.

I am scanning my body, thinking about a pedicure, a haircut, a microderm, au natural pubes but waxed legs - these are not deep thoughts, but they aren't Dying thoughts either. 

What does inclusive / resort mean for the california sober? The 'free' watered down booze no longer desired. There are so many of us now, such resorts are alllll over, many with decent mocktail bars, phony negronis. The US has tons in places like Colorado, but all things considered, a 'let's see other countries' break might be good too, yea? So looking around Jamaica. "For those interested in cannabis and related wellness." That one is $1200 total for a 4-night weekend in early December. Warm CBD oil massages mmmmyessssss, food deliveries to choose from bc you're chillin, presumably....

I know I will probably only make it to my cottage in reality, but in my mind, I am over shooting that goal in order to land at at least as far as Java by week's end. And to resist the urge for a cigarette.

rn listening to Bahamas - Somebody Just Like Me