me: my horoscope sounds like a five year old running around with their privates out "just to see"

tj: honestly I think that's reasonable

me: 🤣 what stage of grief is 'fuck it'?

tj: acceptance, I think

me: ah, that's probably why I don't know what to do with it, because I've never actually experienced that before. I've just said I was fine. And it's meant the opposite. 

tj: maybe you're fine, or somewhere close?

me: well, if 'fuck a bunch of this' is that, then definitely getting there 🤣

tj: I was sitting at the beach yesterday thinking about how I could be happier and I decided I needed to be more open to the world and other people and I thought, Why didn't I just think of this before? 

me: you can definitely blame that on mom in therapy

tj: 🤣

me: 🤣

tj: then on the way home, this guy chased me down the street, yelling how supportive he is of trans people, and asking me if there's any rallies or anything that he could go to, as I'm running away from him

me: 🤣 please tell me I can find this funny

tj: oh yea, and he was a mailman on duty

me: 🤣 priceless

hotter now - lu kala I know no one listens to this shit, but I don't care la la laaaaaaaaaaa