Monday, September 29, 2025

this will be done 
by october one 
so mote it be

This seems nigh on impossible, and the roofer made me cry, not because the roof leaks and it's a huge hassle now (it is), but because he used to be a different person, a nicer one that I felt safe with, and like so so so so so many others, that dude is dead, and in his place is mr just making his money (and fuck you) and I had already gotten mad once, he had his shot at pissing me off ONCE (the ones gone mean love that), but not twice. No. Dead to me 😪. Then since that made everything harder, I upped the timeline on the manicure right in the middle of the day between endless rounds of Hauling Shit. I'm really into this plum color. 

I'm sorry, but I feel most alive when I feel alive. I will pile it on more all day if I have to. Big wet warm sloppy life. My feet are covered in blisters. 

skin - hans williams (yep) 😴