alive - devin cole (siren song)

A little snow. Just enough for 1 day ❤️.

"What is wrong with the M1 curriculum, sir, is that yelling 'you should love me' through a bullhorn only works on the obtuse. God whispers."

I am going to say that. In front of 2 priests who will nod as if on cue, unrehearsed, I'm bettin'. And many other sentences that I've carved out of rage into seduction(s) like that. A quiver of words.

As I turn away more and more, no urge to be there for Monday meetings clearly, they try to fathom it (?) They all seem genuinely confused by "take it or leave it". I mean, didn't I kinda invent this stuff that accreditors are demanding? Yes. So I must WANT IT?, they assume. No, I *am it*. 

I can either keep killing them all with my mind, or I can seduce them all, then pick out the needle in the rubble or the haystack respectively. By HOLDING STILL, my way, either way. Like that little thing that cleaved a black hole last week impossibly.

I gotta get some serious dick into me,🌀one is just the cork.

candles for the bath before the "show me the way home" ritual - I blew them out, did the ritual as instructed in my bedroom, asking Mark for help - when I went to clean up the bath, these flames had lit themselves again, crow and balsam 🙏