I miss a few specific nuzzlyhugs a day, especially when I get tired, but which I often don’t get half the week etc. whatever etc. anyway. If Ears had email . . . The 5 star hotels help, what with the seasaltmudsomethingthaibaths in the spa, but I kinda love it that nobody speaks my language bc I hate chit chat esp the American back slapping yuck have a happy day kind . . . In other words, I’m visibly invisible. Juuuuust watchin. Again, a familiar feeling in a situation where it makes sense for a change.