I haven't held her since shot 1, since I started coughing feverish rattleboned overnight every night. Her eyes, that look, where the fuck are you why are you letting me down why does this world suck so bad what the actual hell ?!? - it is like all my babies' rightly critique has distilled into her shot glass of a personhood.
If I die, look after her. She is not just The Judge of only me, she's ... something else. SMIB
