Wednesday, May 29, 2019

Tuesday, May 28, 2019

You don't have to love me, just let me try to make you happy.

Bill Callahan- America


Sunday, May 26, 2019


First two lines

Bonus track
weirdest coolest shit I've heard in a long time

Thursday, May 23, 2019

dead weather - I feel love every once in a while
YOUR MOON SIGN  ..this moon lends extraordinarily sensitive and empathetic powers. It is not difficult for Pisces moon people to give themselves over to a situation, mood or other influence. They can quite literally feel another person's pain or joy. They don't so much read minds, as their process is not an intellectual one. Pisces moon people simply have an ability to enter into the spirit of others.


Monday, May 20, 2019



My card today is The Lovers. I just unpacked my deck the other day, my face through Johnie's eyes and haunted by the rejecting gemini, is the Lovers card that I made. John was the only lover who never said he loved me. And the only one who never fucked me over, either. That is how words work, they mean what they come to mean through use. To me, 'I love you' is ominous. And I've kept it all, too. Such as those notes and talismans that I took so to heart, all bound with that cockringed pepper that I dried and packed away in course salt. I am never not aware of that cock in box, some part of me fondling Trainwreck's balls still, a spell I keep casting: you will not forget me. I said to TJ, Let's stop holding Trainwreck against every other man. He replied, I only hold him against YOU. I wonder if that would get better if I unpacked that box. Maybe I will. Maybe I will show it to Nebraska, a visual aid: Fair Warning. I scry the same desire structures in his mind, plain as day. Perhaps a warning up front would either chase him off or illicit better behavior towards me, either would be a preferable outcome. Then I will break open the pepper and plant the seeds.

Yes, that is what I am going to do.

Saturday, May 18, 2019

Thursday, May 16, 2019






Wednesday, May 15, 2019


tequila ft most epic hangover

Tuesday, May 14, 2019







Monday, May 13, 2019


Sunday, May 12, 2019