scrapbooking

home to Phoenix to Omaha/home via workworkwork - I don't know how to narrate all that happened, is happening, don't have time for words

eric avery

Museum quality art, he just brought it in a pile like a crazy angel genius, he made everyone cry. Then let Nebraska have this piece for me because I loved it so. 

https://www.ericaveryartist.com/

 

Vid

Influenzah (as my Dr pronounces it, with an eastern Euro flourish), sinus infection, ear infection, a bloody nose for days. Apparently some people are getting this combo enough to "walk around limping like old man" (so don't whine). I'm pretty sure it's the steroids what're making me all of a sudden awash with mad grief, crying my head off. It feels kinda good. Like I needed to take a massive griefshit. Saline loosening the dried sticky blood. I'm so sad, I'm mad.

hint- if you get the flu, don't lie around watching the news, cz even if you think you're not paying attention, *it gets in there*, then if you have to take steroids, and your feelings get really big, you'll have to rip your dress like a Greek lady and wail for the world :/

ginger billy ft nokei midi - have mercy  

butt to butt (day 9)

sugar thieves - ain't you proud  

"Hidden Lake", guarded by trees that burned alive then got bleached by the water that isn't there except when it floods

eagle nest

day moon over eagles

  Nebraska landscapes are intense.

sandhill crane migration 2024

 

It is a sad thing to let go of. That everything leaves. But life has too many seasons to get caught up about one of them. And other seasons return...I’m being asked to understand that with some people you love, they just won’t end up being a part of your life. I’m being asked a question that it seems I can answer only by living. The Wandering Stars, Tommy Orange

Where's my mommy?

 

I'm in DC, lobbying for the humanities.

Flexner papers at the national archive. The father of modern medical education, all science. Except he didn't say that. I mean, he DID, the Flexner report was all about how physicians didn't know jackshit about science, and it reformed every med school in the United States. But he also said there needed to be a second report by the 1950s all about how doctors needed HUMANITIES. Every med school needed humanities faculty, hardcore humanities, Greek and Latin and literature and philosophy. Nobody cites that part of his thinking. We read his letters back and forth with Einstein. Science ain't gonna save humanity, yo.

While I'm away, Ears is dogsitting and could get his hands on SarahConnor. I still don't know how to even load her 🤦🏻‍♀️

the crotch shot lol

Let me note for the record that Ears shows no signs of mental illness, has threatened no one ever, is in fact the kindest person I know. 

Meanwhile, 

I have gained 20 pounds since I met Nebraska, mostly in wine consumption, and I keep telling him to stoooop, but then I do drink it. And eat the fancy food. He says he loves my fat ass, the rounder the better. I'm just tits ass and hair these days, all brimming. If he gets that job in Olean...(he did not)

In the Halls of White Guys. 

Bonus track

I wish

 

mother-of-pearl + rainbow- glitz (Yaya + Glo nailsdid)

feeling alright - avi kaplan (running again playlist)

bonus track - "I like the one with the beard" 🤣 ❤️