I might feel like I turned myself into the touch-equivalent of a rescue animal, but that is something I can fully hide.
Even Huck. He does not want me to touch him, and responding accordingly I do not want to anymore.
I am grateful to Huck for putting me in a better headspace to care for TJ. I am leaving tomorrow and will stick that caregiving out til she gets to the other side, happy with her choices being as strong a feeling as the pain is. That will be good. My daughter and I both looking for that line in different ways together.
After that,
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| playing with my hair, just to get used to it being touched |
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| I got a full chakra set, medicinal tea and strain combos. |
