Friday, October 11, 2024


Where have all the cowboys gone? - Lola kirke ft kaitlin Butts where is his shiny gun ? lalalaaa

girlfriends night out - halfway thru one of them asks what venison is (?) like what part of the cow is that (?) 🤣 #gamemeatlove

Off to Phoenix, where it is 104 degrees today. How does one look good in that temp while sort of interviewing for a job (an endless series of awkward howdy's with deans)? With Nebraska a mile up my ass saying annoying stupid shit like "see you like me" if I so much as like my fucking salad? 

Meanwhile my dad rented his upstairs apartment with all my stuff in it, then sold the place with the tenant and my stuff in it, then announced he was coming here "for a visit" since he has no plans regarding where to go. I haven't lived with my father since I was 16 for a lot of reasons, chiefly his being an asshole and the author of every urge I have to punch men in the face at hello. So I told him I was going to Omaha, let him go visit Nebraska, they can bore each other while stewing in mutual hostility while watching PBS at top volume #twobirdsonestone

Yesterday my tarot card was The Lovers. But nothing happened. Not even a slightly flirty meme text from a friend, nada. So I made up a story about a middle aged professor who, after pulling a pointless Lovers card, donates a meager amount of money to a local deaf school so that she can be invited to their fundraisers where she hopes to find a lover who can neither hear her nor speak, who is as brimming with frustrations as she and as thrumming with things unspoken.

Play me a song.