heart like a truck - laney wilson

I got a shrink. She's about 100 years old.  She's had cancer 7 times and is married to a philosopher. I want to be less angry all the time, for my resting state to not be rage. I want to be more like Butterknife, every day is a blessing type frame of mind, which I BELIEVE but I don't FEEL. 

I mean, if you've had cancer 7 times and have to listen to a philosopher over dinner every fucking day, and you're NOT angry, you must know something that I don't 🤨 cz that'd for SURE piss me off.

Maybe I should give up all this humanities shit and just rescue dogs, for whom my smile is always real