Sunday, April 20, 2008

reading my monthly horoscope via angrylamb's link, it kinda made the hair on the back of my neck stand up:

No matter what you become involved with during the first three weeks of April, the real topic underlying everything else will be money. Your eighth house will be a huge focal point, ruling "other people's money." . . This eighth house money rules money that you send out, in terms of obligations you have to pay others, but usually relates to the big commitment . . . It may represent payments for a mortgage . . .

The problem is, this month Mars will challenge this new moon from your eleventh house of hopes and wishes. You may feel blocked or stymied in some way, but if so, keep plugging. As a temporary measure, you may have to trim down the scale of the budget for a venture you wanted to launch, or delay a purchase of something you wanted to buy . .

Don't be blue. You may get a chance later to buy the item you want. This month's aspects simply indicate a need to be resourceful and determination to overcome a few roadblocks that might come up, that is all . . at the full moon April 20 you'll be able to settle the matter. This full moon will send a terrific beam to both Saturn and Pluto, so let's see how this may work out for your benefit.

Talked to mom - very rough couple of days, mostly bc pain killers make us barf, she and I both, big time. Eek morphine, yuuuuuuck. But she's bouncing back now, walking! One of the things about mothers is they have ideas about you that pre-date your awareness of yourself. (TJ asks me constantly about what a screaming nightmare he was when he was a baby, and he forms it into a mythology of himself: his new nickname is "Stubby Samurai".) My mom looooooves Whiteytons. That both her daughters should be ensconced behind picket fences pleases her to no end. So she asks about the house thing and I tell her about how it all went, and she says immediately "I always say, if Gina wants something then that something will be so!" and I think YEAH! I can do ANYTHING! Glad that's settled, hahahahahlol

iron & wine w/ calexico - dark eyes