"VIRGO You're magnetic because you're honest, unfiltered and unapologetic. Just watch how it draws the right energy to you. Exciting love prospects align with the truth of who you are, proving that honesty is your most attractive quality."

I'm gonna go get Dball some doggy klonopin for the road. He and I both got our hairdid yesterday. Gonna pack Earline (my jeep identifies as female), then watch for my weather window. I've got routes scoped out to home country, then up to Winnipeg and/or down to Memphis. All I know for sure is going. Staying isn't currently productive; it's just waiting (for what?).

scared - adrian sutherland  

 

A friend asked me a couple days ago what would make me happy and I couldn't list the givens  "healthy kids healthy self decent paycheck blabla" out of bounds and also not "love that won't kill me (or make me murdery)" bc 90% of people would say that too, "I mean FOR YOU to be happy, specifically."

"In your wildest dreams, start there," she said to my long perplexed silence. 

I need wildest dreams, I suddenly realized. Fuck.

😳

My therapist strongly supported the idea that after WI, I go somewhere. Anywhere. Else. Just to see if I liked it, fuck it. 

"Shake the snowglobe."

On my way back from yoga, I played the radio song. I was thinking, where would I go? Talking to Nobody or Whoever There Is, play me a song? 

Go to Gospel First Nation, Manitoba very oddly specific

My horoscope today and every day until it becomes true, my only resolution (=prophesy):

VIRGO You're magnetic because you're honest, unfiltered and unapologetic. Just watch how it draws the right energy to you. Exciting love prospects align with the truth of who you are, proving that honesty is your most attractive quality.