Saturday, September 10, 2022

running with ghost dogs

Django's song

TJ declared it only logical that Django was trans. So, Django needed a new name. I called her Seniorita, and I danced with that little dog in my arms whenever it came on the radio. 




That turned out to be a young man living in a van with a woman and a baby. He made all that beautiful sound, enough to fill a parking lot, with one violin and an amplifier the size of a car battery. They had a sign that said "homeless anything helps" and spoke no English. I gave them the $50 I had on me. On the way home, I had to pull over and cry 😭. But then I got on with it, stomping through my days, yoga and boots and lost the 19 pounds. 

If I stop moving, I feel sorrowful. It's like *it catches up* and takes me down. I have always been that way

Holding still hurts me / I was trying kill myself

I have to stomp around a lot And have dogs


Thursday, September 08, 2022

Janis

 

Thursday, September 01, 2022



am I his pillow or is he mine? 🤔