Every day is Monday (this day). I wake up and shut down. The mere idea of seeing me (I will not be there when he visits The Knife, and I wasn't even suggesting hanging out! it just crossed his own mind!!) makes him shudder. I can't take more of that. Making him viscerally recoil cannot be my lot. Like I'ma centepede. No I am not.

raised on red flags - ella langley from Heart Like A Truck playlist radio edit