if you were me, made like me, you would not want to be bouncing around endlessly inside your skull if you could be in your body where you (I) should be/stay

the best I can do is beat the shit out of myself and yowl, yes like a therapy cat with no person even tho he's standing (sorta) right there. how you gonna NEVER EVER let that animal just purr and get some rest? 

thredups