Today goes deep with the soft, expansive connections, naturally encompassing all forms of love: romantic, platonic, self-love, family and even love for the world or creative projects. This dreamy day is ideal for heartfelt gestures, poetry and soulful conversation. Out: performative displays. In: Being fully there with every sincere cell of you.

A poem:  "Look at me, look at me, look at me now. It is fun to have fun, but you have to know how." — Dr. Seuss (I might need a minute, but am aspirational)

5th day sleeping in and under my clothes on this grodyass couch

We aren't counting days. Years is a better way to count on timelines of magnitude. And today feels like a good day to put a stake in years, astrologically the first day of my after-breaking. 

I looked at last year on this day. By comparison, honestly, sleeping under my coat and taking pussy/pit showers and having tenuous faith 🕯 that everybody is going to make it to spring alive is FINE. I can hack this for that. np 

There is a spring day coming, the sun will be warm on the mud smell, Ears ❤️ will open the cottage for the year, I'll plant a new garden with a big pot of chives, dogs and kids will run around getting filthy, I will pick a hanging basket of flowers. I'll see Huck in the flesh eventually and hug him and just feel his solidity still on this earth ❤️. I will see my mother and she will see her wallpaper and say "OH MY" the way she does ❤️. I am sure there are many hard things ahead, but still. To plant a stake in Aliving, I booked Tawista this morning.

scrapbooking tbd, gonna walk around Little Poland, maybe even find a Mary 🙏