I was 💯 convinced before I laid eyes on him that has gonna look half dead, or worse that he wouldn't show at all, leaving his near-death level to be guessed at ahhhhhhhh 😱. My mother was on search and rescue.
And then he kissed me.
I need skirt that flairs easily. I want him to kiss me again where I can straddle him, wherever he is completely relaxed sitting. Could I do it again/still? Soak his lap with all our clothes still on? The tops of my thighs were damp with my feet bare on the freezing concrete.
VIRGO (Aug. 23-Sept. 22). Everything has a price — dollars, energy, emotion. Something must be exchanged. Today, you will linger in the innocent moment before you learn the cost of a thing. For that childlike bubble of time, life feels wild and free.
update: it's been five months since this kiss and I don't remember why I thought he was gonna show up half dead. all I remember is the kiss. he is on a sobriety journey. I am not. I'm moving from kiss to kiss. and each time I kiss him, he's a completely different person. except all versions of him sober and drunk know how to sweep me off my feet in one sentence / one kiss. and all versions of me want him to 🤷🏻♀️