I rearranged my friends to keep the cottage open and empty for a few last precious days. And I am going to bust my ass to get this behind me by 10/1 so that I can be there for some time 10/2-5. He wished for it (say when), but being realistic, I had to want to go anyway (alone). 

river of tears - wiliiam prince ft serena ryder feels like water

thinking about rugs not lamps - I once had sex in front of a fire, the same woodburner insert that I am having installed again, on a floral wool orange rug, he took pics maybe still on one of zillion SD cards around here... that'd be the comparable location