mad world - chloe somebody (high rec, lovely)  It is.

 Could have lost Ears, who was in that passenger seat, but he's okay. It's unnerving how a few inches could make or take whole lives. Like we are dodging bullets always.

the farther we go - walk off the earth  that little blonde girl always nails it like a staple gun

"1=1"

When you want a happier childhood - more stable or more whimsy or less anger or less glib - you have a kid and you give them THAT childhood so that YOU can enjoy it.

They don't owe you shit. You did that all for yourself.

Every adult knows this already.

Here's my question: when you want to have had a different ADULTHOOD - more stable or more whimsy or less anger or less glib - what do you do (for whom) so you can have-enjoy that?

I'd ask my lover but he wouldn't let me even finish asking before he cut me off

With protestations of love

A cut off, same as any other kind of "shut up", in effect.

 

new chapter ft. what do you see?

Tinashe, Missy Elliott - Bouncin x The Rain (Supa Dupa Fly) | The ... Visit

I teetered just a very wee bit, entertaining in theory (while drunk) Nebraska's repeated stated intention of marrying me. I'm holding the line on a fat ring, essentially cockblocking him / tethering myself.  It doesn't turn out well, usually. 

But. I'm beginning to wonder about the shape I'm taking now

A lover has desires and that is what shape she takes, the shape of herself.

 

Reflect.

Rereading

Funny thing about keeping a readerlymusicmindful journal of sorts for nearly two decades - your favorite artists age, your favorite every category of person ages,

not a name on his ass but he's hopeful that'll be next 🙏 

they revisit their work(s) new editions, cover their own songs ... I mean, you can/could retrace your steps 🤔 think again 🤔 

aimee mann - wise up (2015 rerelease)

play me a song? 

the fray - how to save a life