Wednesday, March 31, 2021

I have been watching the trial live for hours. I wouldn't normally have time to watch it for myself vs read about it afterwards. It's a very different experience. I watched him die over and over and over and over from every cam angle. Begging for his life right from the start, at hello as soon as a cop pulled up. Begging for his mother before the knee to the neck even started. In fact, I believe that the begging was an erotic sado trigger for the cop. It was deeply disturbing.


I figured the cop was/is going to get off (legally also, I mean). They always do. But I wanted to see HOW, at trial, what does the jury see/hear that justifies such a thing (?) I can't imagine how you'd get to acquittal from here (???) I'm very curious, tbh, how the hell

Monday, March 29, 2021

Angela Davis eyes


I haven't held her since shot 1, since I started coughing feverish rattleboned overnight every night. Her eyes, that look, where the fuck are you why are you letting me down why does this world suck so bad what the actual hell ?!? - it is like all my babies' rightly critique has distilled into her shot glass of a personhood. 

If I die, look after her. She is not just The Judge of only me, she's ... something else. SMIB




Monday, March 22, 2021



Louise

 


Wednesday, March 17, 2021

Sunday, March 14, 2021

Ambivalent

Shot 1. 


And de Blasio can suck it, for the record. WNY is where the shots are needed cz when we get em we USE THEM. Vaccination sites here are like Aldi on pay day.


Bonus track - I can hardly imagine 


Monday, March 08, 2021

Hi, I'd really appreciate it if you would share or donate to this GoFundMe, https://gofund.me/fc73d5c3

Nova. She is a once in a billion gene winner (loser). And poor.

And brown. In America. 

And gorgeous glorious smart sparkly. Powerful. She is.

The rule is 3-fold. You get back 3x what you put out. Consider her an investment.


















smib

Thursday, March 04, 2021

Monday, March 01, 2021