DEVIL's Foot (catchy)

https://youtu.be/UrXR1m2gYTQ

Berioz - Witch Sabbath
 

my spirit animal

bonus track

I applied for a job today for the first time in serious intent to go elsewhere. To bust a move. Like I did that one time to here. And God did that hurt. But. It had to be done. 

If I wind up in Memphis, would you visit? 

pandemic scrapbooking

yard art, transmuting grief and frustration 

the dead lapdog barks, sounds just like him (there must be squirrels in the afterlife)

30 days

Day 1. That has nothing to do with all that is sore right now except that despite that, after 1 day, what I want is to dance on coals. 

Knowing and deliberately invoking Manic. 

Hurrying up to Relax - Heather Crosse I gotta get outa here

ft

Have you lost your mind? - Ben Levin it's too late

"what the actual fuck?"

funny last words (in case) V.1

"I never got a pointless chicken!"

sweater weather

 

 

 I tried driving my jeep an actual distance today. It died. I have to be on campus starting tomorrow, hence the test run; I will not be going. I also started the freezing my ass off endless hot baths season  - bubble bath is like beer, way overpriced artisanal (sp?). 

I submitted my survival float for the Adirondack prize; I did it nude, which seems to me should count for more if you're my age

dirtnap cake

If you have symptoms of COVID - which can be the same as strep, as bronchitis, as bacterial pneumonia, as ear infection in a child - you can't see a doctor / get medical care. First you have to get yourself tested, somehow. Call a hotline, try to get an appointment, get yourself there on a bus. Then wait. My results took 6 days every time. THEN if you DO NOT have it, you can see a doctor. If you do, you're told to stay home. What happens if you stop being able to breathe, I honestly don't know. You call an ambulance, I guess, and they take you somewhere to die alone at a designated overburdened ICU. ?

One thing is sure: nobody flies your belligerent fat ass to a state of the art hospital to get first in line for the very few drugs available for the disease you personally willfully inflicted on hundreds of thousands of people.

SHAMEFUL. 

Bonus track - hey Canada, shame on you too

 don't go down the rabbit hole

 

Update: they all have it. If there is a God, in answer to my earnest begging re they know not what they do, the tests came back BEFORE anybody went to Wisconsin. 

Where are all the real life up close personal human images of COVID? Where are the death throws photos? Where are is the equivalent of the napalm girl and Emmett Till? That stupid fucking photo of the germ that looks like a marble w globs on it, nobody can FEEL THAT.  Where is the first dying baby photo album in real time?? Until that happens, nobody can see it. 

Most of the people I love are in WI. they themselves do not seem to realize what a 20+% rate of infection means. Dying alone on all fours in diapers failing to breathe. 

I asked Nebraska to get me in touch with Betty White. I need a PSA from a universally trusted source. Give me 20 seconds Betty, we could stop this show. Maybe.